What a mess,
Did I live what I was supposed to live?
I lived, and I want no one to give what I lived
What was my goal?
Something magical happened while I was here and not there
while I was living?
One lady falls, and I search for help,
I cannot even lift her!
Imagine all the imaginary falls we do...
Who is there to help us?
But pure love is simple
You do not demand the other to love you back
it happens effortlessly
You want her to thrive
you don't hold her dreams back
Both of you want to see the other shine and grow
both of your souls are attracted to each other
The external beauty is magnetic because of the soul
I see its flaws, its weakness, and its fears
Despite this, I still chose to be at his soul side
whenever it needs me.
She was leaving the castle after another insignificant talk with other governesses. While reaching the knob of the door, he called her:
-Countess, wait!
Her face took a serious countenance as something really serious was about to be revealed.
He looked down and started to explain with many pauses, that he would not be able to tutor her daughter this week.
The Countess was longing to hear something of vital importance and she was staring at him with all her attention.
She left the castle not relieved. She knew it was not what he wanted to say.
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